Staring into the blankness of the skies, I watched as blur images of what happened the past few days... Ever since the present obstacle for the examinations came, it was always so harsh for many 'victims' who did put in the effort to study. Well, of course some aced it with ease (as usual), while others are left still trying to fly (including me). I guess the massive killer for this round is still Social Studies... (may not affects all, but I guess for me it did) It seriously left some great damaging impacts for myself, but I guess I did what I could. (although regretting some of the incomplete steps I did.. ARGH! xD) But for now, I am just crouching on my chair, thinking of the past events... The joy, the sorrow and of course nonetheless, the pain.
Actually, I must say I as moved to write this post, due to the reason of the coming examination stress, and the final unveiling of those RESULTS... As usual, many of us move with heavy steps towards the teacher, wishing to score great marks for the effort we put in, when our names are called. It was a decent process, but our mind thwarted our feelings. Instead, it became a harsh and mind-blowing process. I guess it was tough but well its life aint it?
Just today, I saw many people crying over their results, it was not because they had scored well or bad, but just that they did not meet their expectations. It was certainly shocking to relieve this new feeling, not that it was bad, but rather it was a new mixture of emotions. It was like a blast of cold air that taunted me that my 'O' levels are coming up just next year! Its almost like you have to prepare for something that you yourself detest to attend.
As they say 'rise to the competition', I still wonder if I can up the notch on this. Considering seeing the hurtful aftershocks of the exams, I really feel that I might end up dead DURING the exams. I mean its seriously unerving. But I guess we have to do our best (: Stay up for the game!
Now looking towards what my life has in prepared for me, the camp that I am having this Saturday, the 'sardine-packed' holidays and the new 'football match' for me, I guess the games in life are just starting aren't they?